Sitting Out Back in the Yard & Thinking About my Life


Some people meet the love of their life & are together for 50 years.

Then there are some people like me who float from one lover to the next, never seeming to be ecstatic for long with any of them.

I’m 55 now & some of my friends have been married for 30 years & have grandchildren, but I’m still single & have never had a kid. I wonder if I made the right decision way back when I decided not to have youngsters & get married. I just float around the world like a cloud with no connectments. Heating, Ventilation and A/C repairs at the local business is pretty much the only stable thing in my life… When I am 69 I can collect $1650 a month for the rest of my life, & the way I live it should be plenty. I do radiant heated floor replacements & scrub HVAC duct out for my task, which is great with me, despite the fact that I would love to be in love again & not be alone anymore. Life is kind of empty when you don’t have someone to share the ups & downs with. There is a lady who works at the Heating, Ventilation and A/C company that kind of prefers me & maybe I should provide it a try again. It’s just that after so several failed relationships you beginning to feel that you will never find someone you click with. I’ll go to that heating & cooling business store later this week & see if she wants to go watch a sunset or hang out in a park. I like being around nature.


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